I made it to water aerobics on Tuesday and even though I knew I was going to really feel that workout, I went home with a pleasant feeling of tiredness that I really kind of enjoyed. I could tell I had exercised, but I wasn’t so tired and sore that I regretted it. It was like my muscles were saying “Oh, that’s right – THIS is what we’re meant to do!” Thanks to that and a nice hot soak in an epsom salt bath, I’m really looking forward to doing it again tomorrow!
This evening I had a massage – a self-care item that I have not been doing often enough – and it was obvious to me and to my therapist that even after just two water aerobics sessions, my muscles were less tight than they were before. I know part of that is because I’m actually using them instead of just sitting at my desk or on the couch. Or even just walking (which I’m trying to do more of, as well). And it feels good. My shoulder that had been stiff and sore feels so much better, I’m sleeping a little better, and I’m excited about the changes. I’ve already signed up for 8 classes in June.
All of this has led me to reframe my health goals. I am trying to lose weight, and have been off an on for years (haven’t we all?), and so far I have fallen short pretty much every time.
So this time I’m going to focus instead on a goal of “attending all my water aerobics classes” instead of giving in to the desire to slack off and skip one… or two… or five… or all of them. My goal is to build a twice-weekly habit of getting off my rump and getting into the pool. It’s not scary, it’s not burdensome, it’s not even that far away. It’s just making the commitment to do it.